oh man. i can't focus on anything today. i can't even eat. i haven't accomplished a single report. i've been in the office since 9:00 this morning. and it doesn't help that i'm listening to my own playlist in the computer. my playlist? well.. in my opinion, is one of the most depressing collection of songs. here's a taste of what i've been listening to since i got here:
call and answer - barenaked ladies
all apologies - nirvana
boys don't cry - the cure
ghost in you - psychedelic furs
landslide - smashing pumpkins
message in a bottle - sting
drepressing i tell you. i tried playing music over at yahoo messenger (launchcast).. but the damn player kept on hanging and crashing. as one of my friends used to say... BULOK TALAGA ANG YM!!!..
it seems that i just can't get away from all the drama and depression that was sent by god to this planet today. my eyes are drooping and my vision is cloudy; my mind is swirling non-stop and my thoughts are just wandering; i have this planet of grief and regret resting on my chest; and my stomach is turning and churning so violently that everytime i open my mouth i feel like throwing up.
dang! i don't even know why i even bothered to post a blog in the first place.
i'm fucking out. hopefully, for the rest of my life.
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