yesterday

i had one of 'em days again yesterday.

yeah. i know in my heart there was something important that i had to do; or something important i had to say to someone very important; but i somehow managed to forget every single bit of that "something." so i wasn't in a good mood at all yesterday. in fact, i wanted to throw up. and so i did. that's what happens to me when these things go down... the psychological discomfort makes my guts turn in all directions. then i vomit.

i know i was to suppose to do something yesterday, february 3. but i still can't remember what it is. or is it, i won't remember what it is? either way, i can feel the chunks rising in my throat again.

i'm out.